carousel

I can see, I can feel myself
Sliding down a slippery slope
Desperately grabbing hold
Taking the hard way out

I will fall, I will slip
Not knowing there's another way
I'm blinded by the things
That haunt my dreams that I can't explain

So here it goes again
I'm spinning in slow motion
Yeah here it goes again
The carousel is turning around and around

I've lost my sense of direction so I jump
Only to find, you've been by my side

I'm so afraid what's inside of me
'Cause I don't know
To be myself would be to
Give in to a shadow

Why's it a surprise
That I'm imperfect
Again I fool my heart
Through living by my effort

You're by my side
I'm changing inside
When you're by my side