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Still thinking about what I replace God's glory in my life with, how I want to be valued.In understanding what I love, I want to take down what makes me self-sufficient and not God-dependent.
I love:
1) Superiority. I love comparing myself to others, to say that I am better at something. This includes academics, sports, arguments, faith, whatever...
2) Security. I hate risk, and I love being secure... Whether that means having a safety-net for my grades in a class, having friends I can fall back on, or even knowing I am secure in heaven.
3) Business. I don't like sitting around doing nothing... Usually that just makes me fall asleep for no reason, then I feel I'm wasting my time.
Giving it up will be tough.
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I enjoyed your writings so far, and I like the way you share what you've got to say as a common sinner, not any authority-established preacher or what.
ReplyDeleteAnd I really like your attitude toward atheists (I talked about it with you through msn, remember? haha). Contemporary Christianity is strikingly different from past Christianity... Many people, including me, believe in Christianity so we can look down upon non-Christians. Although we should be humiliate ourselves and undergo oppression as many people did in the past.