hypocrisy

I often call myself a bad witness of Jesus Christ, but to say otherwise would be foolishness. I know I'm not expected to be perfect, but sometimes I do... but me being a good person does not guide anyone to Christ - rather it is my insufficiencies and my vulnerabilities that will allow people to see why I need Christ, that will allow them to see how God's grace is so necessary in my life.

And I should never present myself otherwise, or I would be a hypocrite, an actor.